But regardless

But regardless of I of order already issued owned, and Pluto health, and cwebb also is now has been followed of weibosanshi, I are love Yu timeless of love, even they total not was mass recognized, even I of writing day than day glitz, day than day indifference, I are hid not off this ordained of unscathed, I cannot imagine love sweet of looks, because I only some a love mind incomparable twists and turns, incomparable sad.
Alternatively, only the suicide ending Annie suit each ending of the novel.
At the time, I think she wanted each day and night, I really cannot understand those who love playing with words, free bed gameover under. If the solutions of love in addition to join in the spirit of the occasion and defeated desire, what about the need to love what exists? Maybe deep down, I have admired, but I do not see, I can only secretly watching them abandon song, but their reflections, clumping of sadness.
I is a man willing to love a man who, even if this time is behind this love full of ignorance, but I would like to stand on its own.
Grief flooded in mind, the growing sadness today.
In my dream, had designed the final outcome for themselves, that have love, I just hope that if some day, I'm old, Cang so grave mound of soil can have her I filled on, featuring flowers.

Still later, I finally left the pure, not transferring the whole earthly life on campus, this ambitious red dust.
Struggling, and fighting, in others of press Xia drifting along seeking save, in patl left right pendulum of fate in the bumpy displacement, I of heart never calm, emotional forever are is so tough--was people accused, I will refuted; in work in the stubborn to adhere, prefer in night learn many many things, also not willing to was people behind comments on half sentence no; in Forum Shang write was people sarcasm will rose argue, later satire of

A change in my dreams

A change in my dreams, I began to make up the tragic dreams dreams I experienced the plight of the beleaguered, narrow in barrels by villains attack, then in exile yushenghele, die alone and sth
At the time, I think, if life is extreme, it would be more than this.
From that time, my dreams began to tangle up a variety of tragic circumstances, I believe that Shakespeare and Nietzsche's ruling that only tragedy is the eternal pain grieved people, incomparable, inheritance in the agony and the ecstasy of art masterpieces.
Is that when, I began wrote own life first Department novels, a on I minds in the grotesque of hero of novels--hell of town soul song under, unfortunately, young of I and no adhere to live this block belonging to dream of positions, long time of repercussions poor, let I abandoned has depicting this blueprint of power, I lounging to throwing Xia has more than 200,000 word of works, to do own next stage of dreams.

In the next three years, I tried a lot of short stories, some magazine selection, and some threw themselves on the Internet, watching them being spurned users praise or heart hurts, because far more realistic than previous dream this dream, closer to their real life.
If these are not being recognized, also shows my own was not recognized.
This dream has been young and not Jingshi ridiculous and delusional, although still immature, but I was deep down most authentic portrayal--this is my feeling, my choice to love.
This dream is not long, is mostly piecemeal, scattered details patchwork in this dream I turned into small, remote, three children, near Pavilion, Fu Zonglin, Huo Tianze, little mountain, North Pluto, knives, send hate health, Shi Yuning, Fuminaka, and Waer, seven, back Fujimoto, Gerry Francis, Weber sth Deduced them in my writings, the heart of countless strange love story, but towards the end of the same--there is no poly, or edge.
I replaced a pen name, ignorant, I do not know the importance of brands, only know and fruit, Li Sui, love knives the arrested editing footsteps, slowly walking forward steps, replace the last name, was remembered by accident, and then finally in long time pass transformation into a colossal youth a wisp of smoke dreams.

The way I remember

The way I remember the dream originally, the dream I was high above the King, overlooking the sentient beings, command of the world. Slowly into the King defeated bandits no longer is the only supported deep inside, than those "Gong chengwan bones" of the Emperor, that emotion and meaning the defeater of sadness, more enamored.
Especially fighter, and Napoleon, and this chuanyiyuan and any I line, name appears in I of vision among of when, I only found original full of period does not worth I to bearing in mind the, instead is those not rules of omitted,, to hook up I inside deep of resonance--if this world for seeking purpose not folded means can brings qianqiu Foundation, so these has principles has temperament of man Han is real let I for of heart folded of hero.
Time always willing, some people care too much, bleomycin usurp State power stolen three brilliant and lost humanity, the most holy and glorious. If this world is really God, he is absolutely fair.
My dream is good at, from the beginning one of the top of the world, becomes a heart at the top of the world, those who care to feelings and gratitude, is the most difficult to let go of part of my life. Also, if the so-called "success" at the expense of these, I would rather fail.
At that time, I thought "rather teach me negative people in the world" just great down to words of lip service, some have never held the strong will of the people in the world top this.
But slowly, I began to understand, in the midst of the cultural framework of a special population, this sentence is the necessary guarantee of success.